OK I am pissed.... so if you are having a good day dont read this!!
I lost another friend today.. ripped him a new one. Turns out all I am to him was a game. And the funny part was he didn't even win it.
I am so sick of this shit this is why I don't talk to men. Every one of them eventually wants down my pants. I can't freaking win.. I can't have male friends cause they want down my pants. Cant have female friends cause their men want down my pants!!And I don't care who the man is they all do it to me...
One of these fits 99 % of men:
1) Honest - Check my email perfect stranger say hi nice pic wanna f8ck?
Very rude but hey he was honest!
2) Sly- These will feel you out see ifyou are into it for a few days or weeks then lose interest and move on... Only a few days invested
~ no biggy... used to it.
3) I can handle being friends... These hang aourn moths even years.. yes I said years... become so close of a friend that it send you to your room crying for days when they finally figure out they can't do it they want to get down your pants.. and can't live without it... which basically boils down to Give it up or I am gone....
I have had a whole lot of these they hurt like hell.....
4) I am a game.... These are the worst ones.. these are the ones tha tis doesn't matter what or how long it takes they are determined they are going to get down your pants. But it not the sex they want . It is the challenge. I am something they think they can't have. I have told them they can't have it. And they will die trying to score. But like I said I am a game. As soon as you show a little interest or they get what they want ..they aren't interested anymore. So you get a friend that may be there for years or months, that has led you into their lives. You know almost everything about them, they make you think they care about you as a person. That you are worth something and that all the other men are pigs... AND then.. as soon as they figure out they can have you if they wanted.. they leave.
~~This is one sorry ass way to treat people.
So at the top of this somewhere I said that I lost what I thought was a friend and that he didn't even win.
That is because like the day we met I still wasn't interested. Although, somewhere in that mixed up mind of his he thought I was. And so he left thinking he had conquered the game.
Yes I cussed him.. I don't do that .. that was the first. But it wasn't right.
He pissed me off and got me thinking ... I have been a game all along..All my life I have been treated this way.
So I guess I am back to the no men thing.....I still have one or two that I will talk to but no more I am not going through this shit again. It is not worth my tears.
(and no it wasn't my husband -- he is a great man!)
Well I have ranted enough for one night...I am out of here....Missa
