I prove myself over and over
I'm not them
You prove yourself over and over
You're not them
Why do we keep this struggle alive?
Why do we fear our pasts?
Why is it we close ourselves off to each other?
I want our walls to not exist
But it's not what I want that matters
But rather what WE can handle.
I love you, I am IN love with you
You love me, you are not IN love with me
You won't allow yourself to be.
It hurts me to no end,
But what can I do?
My thoughts scream LET ME IN
My heart aches to be held by yours
But we are so different.
I pray that I can hold onto the hope
That things will get better
One day....
Maybe one day
