Okay life fuckinf sucks!! That I know and deal with it , Nice guys finish last! No fucking shit. Oh how I know that !!!
I can be an asshole , I do have a temper! but I do everything I can do be the nice guy cause I do not want to get into conflict ! cause if I get into conflict I become such a hot tempered asshole you would not want to be around !
Lets start with work , there is nothing like getting fucked in the ass . DRY and not enjoying it.BECAUSE there are those here that I work with that I do not blame for the issue, but I do have to work with them , but lets just say that again I was passed up and it seems that the rules only apply to some but not others and that those who set the rules can bend them to benefit themselves and others! AGAIN I DO NOT BLAME THOSE I WORK WITH !! Just the higher up's I work my ass off! I know that if I leave the photo lab would still run without me but FUCK! WHY DID I bust my ass there just to be treated like a nobody.. the high fives and words of appreciation do not mean SHIT or PAY THE FUCKING BILLS ! in this day and age it is all about the $$$$ and to be honest $10.25 pr hour dose not cut it!! YES that is what I get an hour and for all that I have done . FUCK IT!!
Second my daughter I helped raise this child and even though I was not the greatest father { BECAUSE I FUCKIN WORKED ALL THE TIME!!} I felt I was able to give some good advice when needed ! Now she has been on her own for what, 2 years or so? she thinks she knows how to live and no matter what I say, I am wrong and I do not know anything.
She has been having problems with herself , in-laws ,husband. I try to help but it seems that I say something wrong and piss her off and she is off telling me that she knows how to live her life cause she has been out on her own, NEVER MIND THAT I HAVE 20 SOME ODD MORE YEARS LIFE EXPERAINCE THEN HER.
Then there is here at home, I feel that all I am here for is to pay the fuckin bills and nothing else! nobody wants to hear what I have to say , or it just isn't what they want to hear . and when I want something ,dosen't matter what , I get treated like shit!
I FUCKIN GIVE UP !!!!
No more I will try to be a nice guy but more of an asshole from now on I will be looking for a new job FUCKING SOON!!!
My family ,well they are going to know what it is like to get the cold shoulder and treated like a piece of crap as I am always getting ..
This is the wost FUCKING CHRISTMAS I HAVE EVER HAD!! I have NO MONEY , AND I AM NOT IN THE FUCKING CHRISTMAS SPIRIT, SOMETIME I JUST WISH I COULD DISAPEAR AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING BUT ME!
