I just wanna fall to the ground and never get up, that way I dont have to worry about my dad not being there to hold my child or not being there to walk me to the alter or there to help me pick out my first car, and maybe people would relize that i am more then just sex and good blowjobs, and more then Just some person you pass on the street and defenatly alot more then my mom ever was/ will be, I miss my dad more then anything in the world