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Ok so...about 3 years ago I dated this guy briefly. He was a nice enough fellow at the time...a bit weird, but that seems to be a pattern with me anyway.
A few months ago, I ran into him at a Shattermask show and he's been messaging me ever since. But it didn't start to get strange until just these past two days.
I've reached the end of my rope with this. I put him on ignore in Yahoo and he either messages me from a different screen name or he switches to MySpace. It never seems to end.
Anyway, I usually wouldn't feel the need to blog about this, but this is so damn unbelievable at this point that I feel as if I should document it...just in case. Besides, it would be nice to know if everyone else thinks this is as insane as I've come to believe it is.
And here are just a few of the things he's been saying to me:
"i love you cuz you make me feel warm inside."
"i want to cuddle. i want to spoon. i want to kiss your neck again. i want to bend you over the sink. i want to lay next to you and spoon so that you feel my hard cock moving."
"youre the only one for me. you never loved me."
"i never forgot about you. youre in my dreams and in my thoughts. i want to be with you. stop being mad at me and just love me again."
And the icing on the cake...
"i want to staple my heart to you."
I know that I'm a sick twisted bitch, but this is starting to even creep ME out. I mean, I knew I was good, but this is getting ridiculous.
And to top it all off, he confirmed my suspicions that he'd been keeping an eye on my Yahoo status while I was in Arizona last week. For those who don't know, my status talked about where I was...and talked about how I was hanging out with Masokyst and V1RUS and SexiJesi.
He began saying really awful things about Masokyst...going off on a tangent and punctuating his insanity with statements like:
"cant we be together one last time before you runaway and get killed by Masokyst?"
And when I told him that I'd spent an entire week in Masokyst's presence and no harm had come to me...
"he was documenting your habits and movements. he was getting to know his prey. i wont be there for you when yer dead. stabbed in the cunt."
[if any cunt stabbing is going on in my life, I'm hoping it's with something much fleshier than a knife, although knives do have other uses]
"not my fault you end up stabbed in the park with no clues or motive. just a lifeless woman who didnt listen. i will miss you. he will fuck you after youre dead. strung up in his cellar"
You know...I find this kind of amusing, but disturbing at the same time.
Is that supposed to be some sick form of jealousy?
I mean, really.
At this point, I think that I have all of his names on ignore...until he decides to make new ones. I don't know how this guy has been spending his time these past few years since we broke up, but whatever he's been doing, I think it's done some very real damage to his psyche.
Because this fucker's even crazier than I could have imagined.
-Condensed Version [for my apparent future murderer]:
I have a stalker ex who's saying some really wacked out shit.
May I please borrow your knife, sir?
I won't stab him too hard. I promise. And I'll clean the knife when I'm finished. =]
Here's another kitty for you:
