bloodymistress Owner of thigh high vixen...'s blog: "poem 1"

i look at me but i dont see me there. i look at me but i dont see what i want to see. i look at me but there is no longer a me to see. i look at me and dont see what i want to be. i look at me and dont see what i used to be. i look at me and dont see anything special there in my eyes. i look at me and see something i dont want to be. i look at me and see something i never wanted to be. i look at me and see someone im not supposed to be. i look at me and dont want to be what i have become.