Yesterday marked the 4month anniversary since my baby brother passed away and sometimes I wonder is it ever going to get any easier?? I love and miss him so much he had a full life ahead of him....He passed away from a drowning accident that he had June 10,2006. He spent 3 days in emmc in Bangor PICU then he passed away June 13,2006. I layed my head on his chest when they unplugged him from all machines and his heart beat for the last time.....It was the hardest and worse day of my life...I am thinking about him alot lately and wish that I would just wake up and find out this is all just one really bad nightmare and hes not gone....I love you and miss you so much DJ. He graduated on June 4,2006 from MCI high school and may 25th from skowhegan regional vocational school for carpentry I am was so proud of him he made something of his life and yet he had to go I guess atleast hes not here on this cruel and hateful earth...I enjoy this site everyone seems to be really friendly and it helps alot.....I just want to make friends on here its not about the points just finding true friends
