All the signs were there
For me to ignore
It was mental abuse
But I stayed for some more.
I questioned my values
I questioned my worth
I questioned the morals
Instilled since birth.
I thought it was love
I thought it was right.
Until I woke up,
And everything became a fight..
My thoughts were all cloudy
My friends were all gone.
My family tried to help me
It was time to move on.
Where did I go wrong ?
It’s the story of my life.
I thought it would be forever,
It cut me like a knife.
My judgements impaired
My decisions were all wrong.
A bad gut feeling,
But I still went along.
Until one day,
some words were said.
I thought to myself,
Am I better off dead?
My imagination running wild
But the facts were all there.
I wanted to run,
But didn’t know where.
I don’t know what was in your mind,
I don’t know what was your aim.
What I once thought was love
Was really a game.
With reflections of my life
And the shadows of my past.
I’ve moved onto better things
I got things together at last.