About 2 years ago I brought the subject of swinging. He didn't like the idea of sharing me. Well I understood and didn't bring it up again untill yesterday. I was planing on going to my friend Tricia's house. Well every woman my husband has been with has cheated on him. Well in the back of his head he just thinks I am going somewhere and "fun fucking". I told him I wouldn't do that without his permission. But that yeah I would if he said I could because I just would like something different. Well needless to say I hurt his feelings. But he says that I can. No I feel like a complete ass. But I am not unhappy with our sex life. I just was something different every now and again. I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. What is a girl to do. I hate myself for saying this, but i would sleep with another man. I just don't see if difference if he would let me sleep with another woman. Hmmm I guess I have alot to think about.
