I sit here and wonder where im going.....im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please try.....my eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of pain........im not tough enough anymore too much pain around me.....im so hurt......it wont end....i am on the verge of giving up.....
~Atrocity~ is finally weakening from the pain around him....i need help please someone.......
