I tried so hard
I've wasted so much energy
I tried to forget you
But you seem to be always here
You put me in the dark
And ripped my heart
I try to leave you behind me
Your face always appears
I try not to notice
Your voice
Is like poison to my heart
Your words
Are like sharp daggers through the soul
Your hands
Are making room for the darkness
You crushed
My heart and my soul
You touched
My love
My eyes
Are going blind to
What you've done to me
I cry
Every night hoping that you
Never return to me
My heart can't
take it anymore
Nor my energy
My soul is fading
Far away from me
My heart is breaking
Into many many pieces
And all you can do
Is say you are sorry
But let me say to you
Sorry is only a word
Not a feeling
You break my falls
again
and
again
You held me
tight and close
So nothing
could ever hurt me anymore
You went behind my back
You stabbed me
Right through the heart
You torn me to pieces
And left me all alone again
and
Again
and
again
and
again
You ripped my heart away
from all my hope and my dreams
I tord you to shreds
Just to feel better
Of course I didnt
My heart still loves you
My soul is saying no
But my mind
Is always alone
I tried
So hard
I've fought
Long and strong for you
But you ignored me again
Like you always do
You broke my spirit
And I have nothing left
You took my faith away
I don't even wanna know what else you've done
You had the chance
To fix a broken heart
You had a chance
To take a risk on me
You had a chance
To love me for me
