angel's blog: "if i could"

YOU SAID YOU COULD'NT STAND TO SEE MY HEART BROKEN SO WHEN YOU BROKE IT WHERE YOUR EYES SHUT. I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED AS THE WOMAN WHO ALWAYS SMILED, EVEN WHEN MY HEART WAS BROKEN. YOU CAN ONLY PUSH A WOMAN AWAY FOR SO LONG, TILL SHE WALKS OUT OF YOUR LIFE ON HER OWN, SO BE CAREFUL AND MAKE SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT, BECAUSE ONCE SHE TURNS AROUND SHE IS NOT COMING BACK.

THOUGHT THIS WAS CUTE SO THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE LOL A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you d deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acting like one. You don't ever have to wonder where you stand with her. Yes, we praise women over 40 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed, hot woman over 40, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year old waitress. Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, 'Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?', here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage. Why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage!

Don't open your heart keep it locked, they say there friends but they always walk, you open up and bare it all , they say we'll talk i will call. You wanted to be honest right from the start, but what's that get you but a broken heart, so again we close the heart and lock the door, have to stop the hurt can't take anymore. With all the love we have to give, you think they would understand the fear we live, of getting close then thrown away. God can't you let just one friend stay. It's hard to talk every day , worrying and wondering if they will stay . because of the hurt because of the pain we always seem to push them away. we honestly care our friendships mean a lot please accept our friendship give us a shot. So my friends i need you to know i cherish our friendships even though its hard to show i would give you my life, my heart my soul, please stay with me please don't go. xoxoxoxo

THERE IS SOMETHING YOU NEED TO KNOW , THE REASON I HAVE NOT BEEN ON MUCH LATELY. I HAVE BEEN SICK AND IN A LOT OF PAIN I DID'NT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW BUT THEN I GOT WORRIED THAT THE PEOPLE I CARE SO MUCH FOR ON HERE MIGHT THINK THAT I AM JUST AVOIDING THEM AND THAT I DON'T CARE. THIS IS NOT THE CASE I VALUE MY FRIENDSHIPS HERE AND I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY. I AM GOING IN FOR MAJOR SURGERY AT THE END OF THIS MONTH AND I CAN'T GO WITHOUT LETTING YOU ALL KNOW THAT IF ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS THERE ARE SOME THAT HAVE STUCK BY ME THROUGH A LOT AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND THAT THERE IS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART FOR THEM. SO IF I AM NOT ON MUCH PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU AND THAT YOU ARE A PART OF LIFE FOREVER AND ALWAYS. THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU GUYS
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND CAN FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING HERE HOPE WE WILL ALL TALK SOON FOREVER YOUR ANGEL XXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOO

The Awakening... A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process... a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect, and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are ... and that's OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself, and in the process...a sense of newly found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop ****ing and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say, and that not everyone will always be there for you, and that it's not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself and in the process... a sense of safety & security is born of self-reliance. You stop judging and pointing fingers, and you begin to accept people as they are, and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties, and in the process... a sense of peace & contentment is born of forgiveness. You realize that much of the way you view yourself, and the world around you, is a result of all the messages and opinions that have been ingrained into your psyche. And you begin to sift through all the crap you've been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, how much you shouldn't weigh, what you should wear, where you should shop, what you should drive, how and where you should live, what you should do for a living, who you should sleep with, who you should marry, what you should expect of a marriage, the importance of having and raising children, or what you owe your parents. You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing, and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with, and in the process ... you learn to go with your instincts. You learn that it is truly in giving that we receive. And that there is power and glory in creating and contributing, and you stop manovering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix. You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life. You learn that you don't know everything, it's not your job to save the world, and that you can't teach a pig to sing. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility, and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry, and that martyrs get burned at the stake. Then you learn about love. Romantic love and familial love. How to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving, and when to walk away. You learn not to project your needs or your feelings onto a relationship. You learn that you will not be more beautiful, more intelligent, more lovable, or important because of the man or woman on your arm or the child that bears your name. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You stop trying to control people, situations, and outcomes. You learn that just as people grow and change, so it is with love. ... and you learn that you don't have the right to demand love on your terms ... just to make you happy. And, you learn that alone does not mean lonely... And you look in the mirror and come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a perfect 10 and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head and agonizing over how you "stack up." You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over, and ignoring your needs. You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK. ... and that it is your right to want things, and to ask for the things that you want ... and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands. You come to the realization that you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, sensitivity, and respect, and you will not settle for less. And you allow only the hands of a lover who cherishes you, to glorify you with his or her touch ... and in the process you internalize the meaning of self-respect. And you learn that your body really is your temple. You begin eating a balanced diet, drinking more water, and taking more time to exercise. You learn that fatigue diminishes the spirit and can create doubt and fear, so you take more time to rest. And just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul, so you take more time to laugh and to play. You learn that, for the most part, in life you get what you believe you deserve ... and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for, and that wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success, you need direction, discipline, and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone and that it's OK to risk asking for help. You learn that the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time. FEAR itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears, because you know that whatever happens you can handle it, and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms.

In times of sadness and loss when you need your friends the most is where your true friends will shine through and even some strangers who maybe on your friends list but you have not yet had a chance to talk to. Well in this time of sadness in my life and my baby angels life my true friends shone through and i want to thank everyone of them you have made it easier by showing you care. I hope i can be as good of friend if god forbid i am needed love you my friends more than you will know xxxxxxx forever and always your angel
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imikimi - Customize Your World WAYNE WAS MY BABY ANGELS HUBBY AND A SON TO ME WE LOST HIM ON SUNDAY DUE TO A HEART ATTACK HE WAS ONLY 33 TO YOUNG HE WILL BE MISSED AND PLACED IN OUR MEMORIES AND HEARTS FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

Sometimes late at night i turn out the lights and lay in the dark, And the thought crosses my mind, if i never wake up in the morning if there is no tomorrow will you ever doubt the way i feel about you in my heart. So this is my chance too tell you how i feel i love you my friend Life is short so tell people that you love and care about how much they mean to you before your time on earth is done. Remember in a split second it can all end so i want you to know i love you my friends

I need to apologize to you my friends i was involved in an accident a bad one and a person i tried to save did'nt make it. I have been in shock and disbelief. And i have'nt been here for my friends on cherry and i am so sorry. I realized just how in a split second our life can end and it scared me to think i would lose all of you. So i want you to know i love my friends on here and would do anything for you. When death is that close you realize how you have to live each day as if it where your last and to always tell the people you care about just how much. So i am telling you now i love and cherish my friends on here and i will be telling you guys this every day till you get sick of me. Stay safe my friends and know i love you. always and forever your friend Angel xxxxxxxxxxoooooooo

Φ-ETDN-8 (phi) Φ As a Phi, you have a good sense of yourself and your sexuality. You know how to turn on the sex appeal when it suits your needs, and have a fair amount of confidence when it comes to your sexual performance. E As an E you tend to focus more on an emotional connection to your partner during sex. T As a T you tend to be an affectionate lover — using touch to enhance the experience. D As a D you tend to be more experimental and willing to try new things when it comes to sex. N As an N you tend to communicate with body language, not words, during sex. 8 As for your interest in sex, your libido score is 8 on a scale of 1-10. Your Sex Appeal You are a lucky sort, with the gift of controlling how others perceive your sexuality. You can turn it up to 12; you can also keep a lot of your sexual aura under wraps, and you oftentimes choose to do exactly that, through your dress, conversation, and general level of sexual suggestiveness. You aren't out to please others so much as maintain your integrity. For you, that means not allowing yourself to be obviously sexy. You're a good judge of when, where, and how often people take notice of your sexiness. You charm who you want to charm. How Others See You Sexually When it comes to how others perceive you sexually, most people stick to what they can observe directly: how sexy you appear. You happen to be somewhat of a mystery to observers because, you can be both alluring and aloof seeming, leaving many to wonder what you're like when it comes to sex. They may strongly suspect there is a saucy, wild underside to you, but you're coy about showing it — even while you know it drives them to distraction. Indeed, you like leaving question marks in your path. You don't mind keeping some people in the dark about sections of your life, or guessing at what yours might be, based on your appearance alone. As far as you're concerned, most strangers can guess about you until the cows come home. And you know that they are, indeed, guessing.