If i could change the way things
have turned out i would.
If i could stop the tears,
and not have to fear.
If i could.
you know i would.
If i didnt have to cry,
if i could only try.
If i could spread my wings
and fly
and not be afraid to fall.
For once if i could hear you call.
I think i will close the door now,
cant take no more.
I fall to my knees,
hope noone sees.
I look across the open sea.
I wish i could be a part,
of your life.
A knife rips at my heart.
If I could.
I still love you and i still care,
but wish i could be a part of your life.
I wanted to watch you grow,
just like the rose.
I love you my son,
and i really miss you.
I know that i will never
see you again,
I cant stop the pain,
If i could only change the
way things have turned out.
If could,
i hope and pray that you know
I would.
If I could.
I miss you my son
