Alright no more sugar coating my life for others. I've been having a blast back home. I have "my friends" back. I don't have to worry about if someone is lying to me or not. I don't have to deal with anyone Else's insecurities that bring me down. I've been talking to guys that just want to have fun, like me. And also a really sweet guy, that knows how to treat a lady right off the bat. And is willing to try anything in bed, I'm loving it! He makes me feel beautiful, And he's got a body of a god. Not to mention thoughtful, nice, respectful, a good listener, a great cook, romantic, and makes good money. I miss him a lot. I'm living great. Now just to get my shit together, I'm ready!