i think i have just come to the realization that i am at an awkward stage in my life. the trouble with finding and reinventing yourself in your 40s is that "the good years" are in the past and all you have left are a few years at your "peak".
i am having a "moment" today. i am not feeling so good about myself. i am feeling lonely and sad and i am not sure why. i do contribute part of it to men. they have no clue what they do, but always unconciously make us feel useless, unwanted, not good enough, etc. etc.
i need a change. i need something.
(my stupid settings are not working right, hence no capitalization...grrr)
i remember an icy day 4 years ago when i had just finished starting a pot of my yummy homemade veggie beef soup, walked to the mailbox in the ice, i had received my first letter from my son who was in boot camp in chicago. one of the first lines was "im doing ok mom, but i would give just about anything to have a big bowl of your homemade veggie beef soup right now." needless to say, i didnt eat the soup. i sent it home with my sister.
fast forward to now... i have a huge pot of soup simmering on the stove and homemade apple cinnamon muffins(his favorite) baking in the oven. my son is here to spend the day.
On August 29, 1999 my beloved Daddy passed away after a long battle with cancer. In the last few years of his life I was his primary caregiver. I've found myself to be in that same position with my mother for the past 2 years. I wouldn't have it any other way, but some days it does get tough. On top of it there's always, daily the fear of my grandson's disease looming in the background.
Just a little insight on my frame of mind today.
Carry on. <3
I don't have much time, but I just had to. Thanks a lot Tawny...lol
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?
Ummm...1
2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid,
None
3. Ever been cheated on?
Yes
4. Ever paid for sex?
No...lol
5. Ever been married?
Yes
6. Ever been divorced?
Yes
7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position?
From behind.
8. Do you own any guns?
No
9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?
Never been arrested
10. Ever been in rehab?
No.
11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex?
Well, there was this one time...
12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace?
No lol
13. Last time you masterbated?
Last night.
14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris?
nope
15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance?
Johnny Depp
16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult?
Yes, when i was a full-time mommmy
17. How many states have you lived in?
2
18. How many countries have you lived in?
1
19. Do you keep a weapon under or next to your bed at night?
My toy? lol
20. What celebrity would you want to beat up if you had the chance??
Paris or Britney.
21. Ever rolled into the harsh ghetto to buy drugs?
I don't even know where the harsh ghetto is {ditto Tawny}
22. Ever cheated on someone?
No.
23. Ever been paid for sex?
No.
24. Ever hired a SPY to follow someone?
No
25. Ever bang your friends man/woman?
Nope
26. What is your IQ?
147
27. Do you think Mr. Rogers really was a pervert or do you think he just really liked kids?
He was a dork.
28. O.J. Simpson......did he do it?
Yes
29. Fake tits or real tits?
Real
30. Ever watch someone die?
Yes
31. How long has it been since you had sex?
2 years.
32. Name your favorite beer?
I don't drink beer.
33. If you could have free plastic surgery what would you get?
Breast reduction.
34. Truthfully… size matter??
To an extent.
What Color Is Your Toothbrush?
Purple and white
Name One Person That Made You Smile Today?
Witchie
What Were You Doing At 8 Am This Morning?
Sleeping
What Were You Doing 45 Minutes Ago?
Fixing lunch
What Is Your Favorite Candy?
Kisses with almonds
Have You Ever Been To A Strip Club
Yes
What Is The Last Thing You Said Aloud?
Bye
What Is The Best Ice Cream Flavor?
Butter Pecan
What Was The Last Thing You Had To Drink?
Coke
What is The Longest You Have Gone Without Sleeping?
i dont know was a long time though.
Have You Ever Made A Promise You'd Die To Keep?
Yes
Have You Bought Any New Clothing Items This Week?
No.
What Is Your Favorite Flavor Of Popcorn?
Caramel
Who Is The Last Person You Sent A Message To On Facebook?
havent
Ever Go Camping?
yes
Do You Take Vitamins Daily?
Yes
Do You Go To Church Every Sunday?
No
Do You Have A Tan?
No
Do You Like Chinese Food over Pizza
Chinese
Do You Drink Your Soda With A Straw?
Sometimes
What Did Your Last conversation over the computer consist of?
Someone telling me he missed me and why he hasn't been on.
What Are You Doing Tomorrow?
Errands with my mother
Where Is Your Dad?
Cemetery
Look to your left what do you see?
Television
What Color Is Your Watch?
Not wearing one.
What Do You Think Of When You Hear Australia?
Keith Urban.
What Is Your Birthstone?
Emerald
Do You Go In At A Fast Food Place Or Just Hit The Drive Thru?
Depends
What Is Your Favorite Number?
6
Who's The Last Person You Talked To On The Phone?
Ash
Any Plans Today?
Not really
Biggest Annoyance In Your Life Right Now?
My SI joint
Last Song Listened To?
Lie To Me
Can You Say The Alphabet Backwards?
Yes
Do You Have A Maid Service Clean Your House?
No. They wouldn't do it to suit me anyway.
Favorite Pair Of Shoes You Wear All The Time?
Eastlands
Are you jealous of anyone right now ?
No.
Is Anyone Jealous Of You?
Dunno.
Do you love anyone?
My family and friends
Do Any Of Your Friends Have Children?
Yes
What Do You Usually Do During The Day?
Different things
Do You Hate Anyone That You Know Right Now?
I don't hate, but there are a very few I don't like.
Do You Use The Word 'hello' Daily?
Yes
Do you like cats?
yes
Have You Ever Been To Six Flags?
yes
How Did You Get Your Worst Scar
My brother threw a rock at me.
Last Cd Played?
i dont know
Last Bubble Bath?
Last night..
Last Time You Cried
Last week.
Last Meal?
Now.
Have You Ever Dated Someone Twice?
No.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone & Regretted It?
Yes.
Have You Ever Lost Someone?
Yes.
List Five People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything To:
Haunani
Candace
Candice
Morgan
Kit
List Three Favorite Colors
Purple
Pink
Blue
Have you ever laughed until you cried?
Yes, just last night.
Who Are The Best Huggers That You Know?
My grandson.
Do You Believe In Love At First Sight?
I believe in lust.
Is There Something You Want To Tell Someone?
Yes, but I will refrain.
Would You Kiss Anyone On Your Top Friends?
Yes.
How Many Kids Do You Want To Have?
Had 1.
Do You Want To Change Your Name?
Nope.
Last Time You Saw Your Father?
1999.
What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
9:00 am
What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night?
Talking to Morgan and Chiina.
What Is Your Favorite Thing In Your Room?
My new comforter set.
Where is your best friend right now?
In Lexington.
It makes you think!
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have Fun!
1. What is your name: Sherry
2. A four letter word: Star
3. A boy's name: Steven
4. A girl's name: Sheila
5. An occupation: Scientist
6. A colour: Salmon
7. Something you wear: Shirt
8. A food: Snapper
9. Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10. A place: Savannah
11. A reason for being late: Sleep
12. Something you shout: Shoot!
13. A movie title: She's Just Not That Into You.
14. Something you drink: Sweet tea
15. A musical group: Smashing Pumpkins
16. An animal: Sloth
17. A street name: Spring
18. A type of car: Saturn
19. The title of a song: Shameless
1. What is your best friends name?
Haunani.
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
I'm not.
3. What are you listening to right now?
Lie To Me...Jonny Lang
4. Whats your favorite number?
6
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Chili.
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
PURPLE!
7. How is the weather right now?
Cold.
8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
Kit.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes and smile.
10. Do you have a significant other?
Nope.
11. Favorite TV show?
Most HGTV shows.
12. Siblings?
1 sister and 1 brother.
13. Height?
ALMOST 5'2.
14. Hair color?
Auburn.
15. Eye Color?
Green.
16. Do you wear contacts?
No.
17. Favorite Holiday?
Christmas.
18. Month?
October.
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
I sure have.
20. What was the last movie you watched?
Finally watch Hancock.
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
July 31st.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
No.
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
No.
24. Hugs or Kisses?
Kisses.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Swirl, lol
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
I don't care either way.
27. Who is most likely to respond?
MyMorgan?
28. Who is least likely to respond?
Ash. lol
29. What books are you reading?
None at the moment.
30. Piercings?
One in each ear.
31. Favorite movies?
The Color Purple.
32. Favorite football Team?
The STEELERS!!
33. What were u doing before this?
In my other blog.
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Butter, I guess.
37. Dogs or cats?
Doggies
38. Favorite flower?
Tulips. They just don't last long enough.
White rose. No rose more beautiful than a pure white one.
39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
Haven't we all?
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yep!
41. Have you ever loved someone?
Yes.
Now I believe in lust.
42. Who would you like to see right now?
At this very moment? I'm not telling.
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
No.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yes.
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
I sure do.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
I'm a lefty.
47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
4.
48. Are you missing someone?
Yes, very much so.
49. Do you have a Tattoo?
No.
50. Anybody on fubar that you'd go on a date with?
Without a doubt....
1]How tall are you barefoot?
ALMOST 5'2 {hush}
2] Have you ever smoked heroin?
Nope.
3] Do you own a gun?
Nope.
4] Rehab?
LOL! Never.
5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
Nope.
6] What do you think of your friends?
I love them dearly.
7] What's your favorite Christmas song?
Santa Baby
8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coffee with a lil caramel vanilla creamer.
9] Do you do push-ups?
I can.
10] Have you ever done ecstacy?
Nope
11] Are you vegetarian?
No
12] Do you like painkillers?
I don't like them, but I have to take them sometimes.
13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
If I tell you I will have to keel you.
14] Do you own a knife?
Kitchen knives. lol
15] Do you have A.D.D.
Nope.
16] Date Of Birth?
5/22/67 {I know, I'm old}
17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
Sex
A certain someone
Getting this done.
18] Name the last 3 things you have bought?
New comforter set for my bedroom
New shower curtain
My mother's lunch.
19] Name five drinks you regularly drink:
Coke
Coffee
Water
Orange juice
Apple juice
20] What time did you wake up today?
9:30
21] Current hair?
Shoulder length, auburn..
22] Current worry?
My mother.
23] Current hate?
The MuMM gang that has started ruining the fun of the MuMMs.
24] Favorite place to be?
Secluded cabin.
25] Least favorite place to be?
Doctor's office.
26] Where would you like to go?
Ireland. No snakes.
27] Do you own slippers?
Uh huh.
28] What do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
51. lmao
29] Do you burn or tan?
Burn first then tan a light golden brown.
30] Last thing you ate?
Chili.
31] Would you be a pirate?
Nah...
32] Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
Last night.
33] What songs do you sing in the shower?
Matchbox Twenty songs and Bubbly. lol
34] What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Snakes.
36] Last thing that made you laugh?
Morgan and Kit knows. Rofl!
37] Best bed sheets you had as a child?
White with lil pink roses.
38] Worst injury you've ever had?
Still have it. Sacroilia joint out of alignment.
40] How many TVs do you have in your house?
1.
41] Who is your loudest friend?
Ash. lmao
42] Who is your most silent friend?
None of them.
43] Does someone have a crush on you?
Yes.
44] Do you wish on stars?
Sometimes.
45] What is your favorite book?
Ever? There are so many amazing books to choose one.
46] What is your favorite candy?
Kisses with almonds.
47] What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
Ugh.
48] What song do you want played at your funeral?
I don't care. I won't be there.
49] What were you doing 12AM last night?
On here. DUH.
50] Do you love someone?
My family and friends.
So Morgan, Weirick, and I are gonna be drinking tonight?
Should be an interesting night on da Fu.
Who's gonna join us???
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Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.
Three Names I go by
1. Sherry
2. Sherry Boo
3. Boo
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. Secretary
2. Babysitter
3. Promoter
Three Places I have lived
1. Kentucky
2. Georgia
3. Back to Kentucky
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Dexter
2. House Hunters
3. The Tudors
Three places I have been
1. Alaska
2. Canada
3. Mexico
Three people that e-mail me regularly
1. My nephew Jason
2. Candice
3. Lyndsay
Three of my favorite foods
1. Fresh tomatoes
2. Chicken taco salad
3. Baked potato
Three things I would like to do
1. Travel more
2. Get a new car
3. Spend more time with my friend Erica
Three friends I think will respond
1. Crystal
2. Tawny {if she is around}
3. Ash won't.
Things I am looking forward to
1. Nana time.
2. Spring
3. A trip for my birthday
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