With rivers flowing down her cheeks and thunder cursing through her veins.
With never ending heartache and continuously building pain.
Running thorugh the streets, screaming in the park,
"I know you never loved. Without me you're better off".
Of course he never loved me, I'm but a useless screwed up kid.
But I'm not sure what I'll do without him, he was my reason to live.
He got away with more than anyone, scared me more then ever before.
But I made just one simple mistake, our relationships no more.
I always knew this was bound to happen. I was only chasing a dream.
Nothing's ever right for me, This is just another scene.
I'm sitting in my room and I think of what you said,
"I don't care what you did goodbye", I knew he never cared.
All those nights wasted, all that credit that I burned.
I should have been more careful, you're just anopther lesson to learn.
Babe my heart is bleeding, you promised not to hurt me.
You said you hated fighting, I was right, I'm not worth it.
So babe tell me were you lieing? Was there ever a point you cared?
Excuse me while I kill myself, I know you wont care that I'm not there.
I pick up my shiny scissors, my stainless steel best friend.
I'm sorry babe but its not worth it, This insanity now ends.
The blood starts pouring out my body, As I lay down for the final time I smile.
I send that final message, "I'll be dead in a little while".
The only message that's returned is "whatever then goodbye".
I guess he don't believe me, whatever I whisper as I cry.
I slowly dial his number, as expected he didn't answer.
"I'll miss you baby you killed me" Is the message that I whisper.
Now my phone is ringing, I slowly pick it up.
He said "No babe I'm sorry, please honey don't give up"
"I'm sorry but it's just too late, you didn't call in time"
"BABY PLEASE DON'T DO THIS I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE!"
I wrap a bandage round my wrist, so I might live long enough to say farewell.
"Baby please I don't want to hear it. I needed you as well.
I needed you to love me, needed you to help me through.
Don't you DARE say you loved me, I know that isn't true."
"Please I swear it is. I swear I do care about you babe"
"Please just let me go, Its too late I can't be saved."
She hears him start to cry and her heart it rips in two
"Please do not cry for me, I did this for you.
You see without me you can move on, you'll live a normal life.
I never was any good to you, while it lkasted this was nice"
"Please I'm sorry but don't do this. Things will turn around"
"Please do not tell me that Its you that's thrown me in the ground.
"I thought that you cared for me I THOUGHT YOU FVCKING CARED!
I guess it doesn't matter, in a few minutes I won't be here"
"I can't believe you're doing this-" "Not doing it's done.
You really meant a lot to me. Tell me did you have fun?
Did you enjoy hurting me, did yo enjoy making me cry?
ANd now the most important question babe, do you like listening to me die?
'Coz I'm not lieing this is it, Soon my heart will stop.
Its far too late for sorry, my BP just made its final drop"
She's whispering in the phone, her words he can barely hear.
"I'm sorry babe I love you. I wish that I was there.
I wish that I was with you, I wish that you weren't dieing.
I wish tyhat you can forgive me, I hope that you're not crying.
I honestly do love you I still want you as my girlfriend"
Unfortunately he was too late 'coz I am already dead.
I died under the influence, the influence of words.
More deadly than the strongest drug, they cause people so much hurt.
okay i didnt write this but i liked it when i read it so yeah...
