She Lets It All Go
10/18/07
She’s come so far
How could she think of turning back
Now?
Yet, with all she’s remembers
How could she want to
Go farther than she has already?
These are the questions that
She asks herself
As she contemplates standing up and going
To his side.
Still with her hand in his she continues
To search his eyes
And his soul
For signs of what to expect.
Yet, all she finds
Is the this strange and unknown sign
That she can’t figure out.
She knows
She’s seen it somewhere once before but
Can’t recall when or where.
He just stands there
And smiles at her as she is slowly beginning to
Convince herself to trust him.
She looks at the smile
On his face
It looks so inviting and so promising.
Still battling inside her
Shaking body
With the little voice she starts to regain her
Strength and some of the
Faith
She lost so long ago.
He sees there is still a small amount doubt in her eyes
And fear,
So he tells her its okay to be
Scared
But he’s here to show her what she’s been
Missing
Inside the fortress of solitude she’s been hiding in.
Again his words make a smile
Grace her lonely
Lips.
Then he smiles back
And tells her she has a beautiful smile
That doesn’t need to
Be kept sealed inside of her.
At this she lowers her head because its been
So long since she heard
Such works spoken
That it made her blush, oh the rush
Of emotion.
Then she looks back up at him and
She knows
What she must do now
Because some new questions have
Arisen in her mind.
How on earth could this man
Destroy her
Well built fortress so quickly?
How could he never give up hope that he
Would find her
And stop for just one moment trying to
Help her?
Who was he and where
Did he come from?
And lastly
How could she let him down with all
He’s done to get to
This point
By her turning back now and running away?
She can’t turn back,
She must proceed forward and
Give him the chance
He so well deserves and has more than
Earned.
She looks deep into his eyes
And then
Lets it all go,
All of her fears and doubts.
She stands up on
Her own for the first time in a long time.
She steps out from the
Fallen stones between them and
Goes to his side.
From here on out she will give him the chance
To show her
Love really does exist.
She closes her
Eyes and falls into his arms
And dares to love again.
For its time to give
Herself
The chance to feel again.
Its time to
Let her soul to admit she’s been
Wrong
And then change her mind.
She stares into his eyes,
Deep down to where his soul lies,
Parts her lips,
Finds her voice,
And the strength needed to say what
Must be said
And
From her lips the words he has longed for
Come out,
I LOVE YOU!
