I'm a flirt. I'm a tease. I like sum attention just as much as the next person.
It's hard being in a relationship where your significant other doesn't think of you as attractive, desirable, or anything positive.
I'm told I'm every degrading name in the book. Told I don't matter. Denied luv and affections.
Is it no wonder I wandered elsewhere for sum attention?
Now that person, the significant other, is using me like a firehydrant. Following me everywhere I go, Peeing on me like a dog pee's on a fire hydrant. Still doesn't want me, still treats me the same, but won't allow me to talk to anyone else.
They talk to anyone, and everyone, chat, webcam, phone.....and yet I am called a whore, cunt or slut if I do so. What makes it different for them, than me?
If I talk to someone, they immiedately go behind my back to start shit, so they will no longer want to talk to me. I feel isolated. I feel alone.
I have never felt so lonely, without friends, someone to talk to, to share my feelings with. I am not less of a person because I too have feelings, and want to be needed.
