I'm so glad to have real good friends. Today was really hard for me. I had to go put a ppo on my husband again. This time I had help with writting it. But the lady I talked to was the same as last time. She was really nice. My best friend came with me so I know I would be able to tell her the full truth. This time I went back just a little further to a time I really prefer to have left alone. I went back and told her about him getting upset with me because I walked away from during a conversation and he came after me and back handed me and I lost my footing and hit my head on the house. And another time when he slapped my ass so hard that I couldn't sit down and said that I deserved it because I smart mouthed him. Then another time he slapped my glasses off my face because he didnt want me to see anything when I was trying to clean and get things done. He didnt love me just thought that I could get stuff for him. He thinks that I am a bitch and a cunt. I do have one but that is besides the point. He always talked down to me like I was nothing, and well at the time I felt that way because anything that I did wasnt right. Anyway for the kids I am glad to make this choice. I am done. Thanx for listening......
