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WELL...LIFE JUST GET HARDER AND HARDER DAY AFTER DAY.....FROM FAMILY PROBLEMS TO LOVE LIFE...FROM FRIENDS TO HATERS....IT DRIVES ME SO CRAZY...ALL I TRY TO DO IS BE AS NICE AS I COULD BE....BUT SOMETIMES BEING NICE MAY BE THE WRONG THING TO DO....I ALWAYS TRY NOT TO HURT ANYONE BUT SOMETIMES IT JUST HAPPEN...I LIKE DONT MEAN TO OR ANYTHING...I KNOW HOW IT FEEL IN A GIRL AND GUY POINT OF VIEW...AND I CAN PROUDLY SAY I HAVE DONE WRONG IN MY LIFE BEFORE....I MADE GIRLS LOOK LIKE ASSHOLES I CHEATED I DID ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO A LADY TO HURT HER EXCEPT FOR ABUSE..NEVER DID NOTHING PHYSICLY TO A WOMEN BUT MENTALLY I HAVE HURT THEM...BUT ONE DAY I WAS ALONE IN MY ROOM WITH NO LIGHTS ON LISTENING TO SOME OF THE MOST EMO SONGS EVER {{ EMOTIONAL }}...AND THAT DAY IS WHEN THE WORLD CAME UPON ME AND TAPED ME ON THE SHOULDER...AND WHEN I TURNED AROUND GUESS WHAT I SAW??....FACES.....SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING FACES YOU'LL EVER SEE...BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THEM FACES EVEN THO THEY WERE GREAT...EVERY FACE THAT I SAW HAD A TEAR DROP...I WAS SO SILENT....COULDENT MOVE NOR SPEAK....AND I WAS ASKING MY SELF ..WHY AM I SEING THIS??......WHY ARE THE TEAR DROPS ON THESE AMAZING FACES I HAVE EVER SAW??..WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME??....AND THEN IT CAME AS CLEAR AS A NICE SUMMER DAY....IT WAS BECOUSE OF WHAT I DID....THEM FACES WAS SHOWING ME WHAT I HAVE DONE...ALL THE LADYS I HAVE HURT.....ALL THE TEARS THAT HAS HIT THE GROUND....IT WAS SO WRONG....I SHOULDNT OF DONE THEM THINGS...I NEVER TENDED ON DOING THAT...I DIDNT KNOW!!/... I JUST WAS A COOL KID ALWAYS HAVE BEEN...AND DOING THAT MADE ME SEEM KOOL...WHY?? WHY ME?!!!!....BUT...... ..I GREW OLDER...AND THINGS CHANGED....ALOT HAVE CHANGED.....NO HURTING ANYONE....SO LONELY....I HAVE BUILD A WALL THAT I CAN NOT GET OVER....I AM LOCKED IN LIKE AN ANAMAL GETTING CARED FOR BY ZOO KEEPERS...IM LIKE A LOST KEY AT SEA!....A LONELY SOUL THATS LEAVING NO PATH.!!....WHO AM I?? WHY AM I LIVING THIS LIFE?? WHAT AM I STILL DOING WRONG?? WHEN IS IT MY DAY TO GO?? WILL I EVER LIVE MY MOTHERS DREAM??..WILL I BECOME ONE WITH THE SPECIAL PERSON THAT I COULD SAY I TRUELY LOVE??...WILL SHE LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE HER?? ALL THE QUESTIONS DRIVE ME INSANE PUTS ME THRU PAIN...SO CONFUSED SO LOST SO GONE!...THE TEARS HAVE FALLEN...AND I ASK MY SELF THIS ONE QUESTION............ .......NOW WHAT!?!
THE MUSIC I WAS LISTENING TO IS ON MY PLAYLIST IN MY PROFILE...THANK YOU FOR READING...WITH MANY TEARS...LOVE JAMAAL
