Oh, how I wish I could dam up my heart.
Then you couldn't hurt me ever again.
If I could dam up my heart,
Don't you think I would have done it by now?
I pretend it doesn't hurt when you choose them over me.
After all I'm only your daughter.
Why should you worry about me?
I'll get over it.
I always have.
If only I could stop caring
Caring about what you do or say.
But I can't.
Believe me I've tried.
So go on live your life.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I know you won't, you never will.
But you will never know, I swear.
You'll never know how much it hurts.
To live day by day
Without you.
Never knowing where you are,
Or whether you even care about me at all.