I don't mean, for it to seem, as though you don't matter to me
It isn't you, and there's nothing you can do to change what I've been through.
I know Loneliness and Despair, I've also met I Don't Care and It's Not Fair
My Give A Damn gave up and went, my Used To Could got kinda bent
It really isn't that I don't care, but I feel that I should make you aware
That it may not be the best thing for you, to keep on calling me your boo
Things aren't at all what they used to be, I doubt you'll ever choose to see
That this is not all about you, or the things that you want me to do
Sometimes I just want to scream at you, and all the others who hurt me too
I don't know how to make you see, that it's not that you mean nothing to me
It's hard for me to believe in something, that always seems to end abruptly
Something always goes awry, a little part of me always dies
How much longer til I am completely dead, I'm scared as hell inside my head
If I had feelings, I might care and I know what you're thinking - That's Not Fair!
Well what is fair if I can't feel, or shed a single tear
Then why am I even writing this, what the hell am I doing here?
All I wanted was for you to know, that you're not unimportant to me
That's it, that's all I can manage right now, I really need to feel free.
