ive wasted so much time trying to do things for other people and be something im really not. i cant do that anymore and i sure cant rely on other people. im ok with that. now its time for me to do what i can and move the fuck on and thats exactly what im going to do.start living for myself and not living the way people think i should. im a big girl and ive got my fucking issues and it is what it is. so if i see you and i dont look like me then you never really knew me in the first place.
