This is an encore. (And me being WAY too open)
German tradition! Eat Saur Kraut On the 1st of the year. For Good Luck For The Year YAY! The one tradition I love with everything of me. I'm pure breed german girl. And oh how I love My saur kraut!!!
Things That Upset Me:
And make me completely understand why. I've been single now. For almost 27months. Yea I know scary thing. Truely it is, for a girl who was so use to being in a relationship. To a girl who is now use to being single. And scared of dare I say "commitment"
Example A: (and my only example):
Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. We meet and hang out finally. And there was chemistry to begin with. Because we understood each other. Then the phyical chemistry followed. Boy dosnt want to rush getting into something serious. Because his previous 2of this year. Had failed, and I don't blame him on that. Just how long till something develops though. I'm the girl who likes guys way too easily. And falls for them way too easily. And fast. To where I'm thinking, i'm always the one to screw up. Or so I think. I've become a very open person. To who I am today. I express myself very openly. And probably always will. But when the boy. Makes promises to see you, and then breaks them. I worry that i'm coming on too strong. Or not strong enough. In this case, I think too strong. So here I am confused about what I should do. For now i'm just going to back off. And leave him alone. And give him his space. I'm sure thats what he wants. Since he hasnt text me all day. When I'm use to it being text all day long. I truely hope I'm doing the correct thing. Or maybe he's just being a shallow guy and letting me think I'm too me. Who Knows.Where 'm sure he dosnt want to be.
Do note: I understand he's a salesmen. And I understand that hes busy. But even when he was. He would text me and let me know at least.
To Him: You know where I live, and where I work. You can figure out the rest xoxo
Leave comments, Thoughts, something.
Anyways this will hopefully be the ONLY depressing Blog of the year..
xoxoxoxox,
Tattooed Angel/Ingrid
