To those who wish to know or who are thinking "wow, how deep". I am a Cleric of healing in the sense that listening to others will help myself later on in life. As well as having the ability I have, I also have problems, and my writtings are truthful and for a reason, not for entertainment.
If ever you think wow, how can i find a guy like that. Well, lol, all I can say is....All guys have the ability to sense emotion and be relationship prone. the mind is a very vast and complex tool that has been obused from centuries of neglect and torture. The prospective of "Man" is this, if the medium of companionship has never been introduce to him, he will never fall into lingo for a reason, but will ultimately fall into a destructive self-will and therefore will never experience the tenderness and compasiion of a woman that he could have deserved and desired. The prospective of "Woman" is this, the mental and spiritual thresh hold to which we need sanctity....PERIOD. If it weren't for "woman" we wouldn't know compassion,love,friendship,enthusiasm, and ultimately, the way to cherish life in it's entirety. To not have this...is unthinkable, and to the knowledge from which this came.....all is achieved within the limits of history itself. To thine own eyes, I myself don't know how I aquire suck knowledge, but will be used to teach 'till I leave this physical world.
Wish to know more?.....me too, as one has told me that all will have to endure the "right of passage". Until then, Well Met, and good luck.
Sitting along the wall on the lake makes me sense the feelings of others. Quickly realizing that these feeling were mine today. I quickly ran myself to my own mental sanctity. In thought, I transition the feelings into a block for anylizing. To seperate those that aren't important from the ones that are life changing meanings. Subtitled in the back of my mind are the thoughts and experiences of many years in transition. If I can't turn my experiences into learning abilities, then what's the point.
Lately I've felt unimportant(though not true), and unresponsible. Going through times like these I wonder if I REALLY do have what it takes to take care of my family. My soul in lingo, I wonder if my lovely Fiance will ever find that one medium that will ultimately be the epi-center of findings to grab hold of what's for me to have and run wsith it. A spiritual binding that ties us both will inevitably be my demise if I can't react to life the way I'm supposed to.
Keeping peace with myself is extremely difficult it seems when times are hard. So, how can I keep peace with my soul and everyone else if I can't get ahead and remain ahead when things look up. The worste thing that happens is being established with work and being happy, and losing it to something stupid and losing out on time needed for working.
All in all, in light of despereties, I know I will win in the end and I will be back at that point where I FEEL responsible as well as BEING reponsible.
I guess if I have learned anything from this it is......That no matter what life throws at you, keep your faith and always, always remain open minded to what you know and what you may find out in life. Keeping an open mind is key to accepting change in yours or someone elses life-patterns. Be Well All and Blessed Be