Wow, Can this really be true I woke up again reached out and no You? We had such a great time lastnight! laughing joking smoking and the lovemaking so intense I just know we made a baby maybe even twins! my greatest wish! I could so clearly see every inch of you the curve of your hip the shape of my favorite tattoo! the taste of you still fills my mouth and your smell is driving me crazy even at this momment!......I so long to see if it's all true My secret fantasy I almost kept you! You live in myheart and ecscape everynight ! I know this is wrong But damn it feels So right!
He can't possibly love you like i do ,he has you everyday and some nights too but i know deep in your heart You want me too! thats why you come to me too bad you can't stay I'm still smiling cause i feel soon i will have mY WAy! And it wil be his turn to wake up and reach out! ok i'm closing this now before i give to much away just wanted to remind you I almost kept u today!!!
You don't even see;how confused you are?.....You wanna be taken seriously?..........but you are about to try and make it work with someone who has cheated on you 6 times ? yeah good luck with that!!!! and you are so dedicated to that situation That you would've had sex with me If I played things the right way for you............here is a HUGE HINT For YOU..........?how often Do I ignore your calls?.......how often do i ask to come see you or you to come see me? if you are headed my way YEs if i am headed yours yes! but otherwise ? ...........NO i'm NOT that stupid!! I don't hold any burning flame for you You put that out with the very first LIE!!! and i keep catching you in more so you do the math?.......that look in my eye has NOTHING to do with the REAL YOU it's just my personal fantasy Yes i'm very much in love with the person I thought you were ! but only in my head.....and trust i know how to keep the two seperate! If I wanted to and thought YOu worthy I could easily remove all your doubts ! but truth be told I have NO TRUST in YOU! so why would I The only reason i bothered to even contact you was in hopes of eraseing all the ugly memories..........and while I'mtelling the truth I really don't think i could sleep with you again..? It's just things about your character that dont sit right with me; You claim to love my type of man but don't want anyone where you work to know?? I know it's not my place or job to judge ...............BUt that seems just a lil fake and plastic to me? If you love someone then YOu really dont care who knows?.....WELL at least that is how it works for me?........you claimed you wanted to be a friend ????Do you really even know what a REAL friend Is? I doubt it because you have yet to show that even after being given waay too many chances to do so! .........So my consience is clear I gave you every possible chance to make ammends for the things you refuse to recognise but that is all on YOu now KARMA is no joke and you will know soon enough! NOW PAY attention I AM NOT ANGRY WITH YOU I'M SAD FOR YOU ! yOU COULD HAVE HAD A GREAT FRIEND BUT YOU PLAYED YOURSELF YOU COULD'VE HAD A GREAT HUSBAND AND LOVER BUT YOU PLAYED YOURSELF! GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LIFE! AND DON'T WORRY I WONT MISS YOU IF YOU NEVER CALL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AGAIN! I 'M GOOD!!