I KNOW IT HIP,MAKES U FEEL GOOD REAL GOOD GIVES U CONFIDENCE,BUT DO NOT LET IT TAKE CONTROL, LIKE I DID,I STARTED DRUGS VERY YOUNG, PERSCRIPTION MOSTLY,BECAUSE I WANTED TO FEEL,NUMB FROM DEATH I LOST MY DAD MY MOM MY HUSBAND AND MANY FRIENDS I SHOT UP 24-7, TO KEEP UP I USED CRACK I GOT TO THE POINT I HAD TO DO METHADONE,IN THE MORNING,CRACK TO KEEP ACTIVE AND XANAX TO CALM ME DOWN I DID THIS EVERY DAY, BUT I TOOK CARE OF MY MOM TILL SHE DIED,I WOKE UP IN BED WITH A GUY I LIVED WITH ,HE HAD EVERY THING WAS BORED SO HE TOOK DILAUDID,WELL HE DIDNT WAKE UP THAT MORNING ,SLEEPING WITH ME,MY BEST FRIEND I GREW UP WITH SINCE 4 SHE GOT A HOT SHOT,I FOUND HER IN THE YARD LAYIN ON A AFAGAN AN HER HEAD PHONES ON,2004 MY HUSBAND DIED OF HIS HEART AGE 24 WE HD A LIL GIRL 1 I STOOD AT THE COFFIN 2 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH ARE BOY, THIS IS ONLY NOT EVEN 1/4 OF WHAT I CAN TELL YOU,IF U NEED TO TALK DROP ME A LINE,BUT U MUST WANT TO DO IT,MY OTHER 2 FRIENDS ENDED UP IN BODY BAGS AND THEY WAS STILL ALIVE,WELL THEY DIDNT STOP HE DIED LAST WEEK FROM HERION,SO, PLEASE TAKE A GOOD LOOK IN THE MIRROR, I KNOW ITS TEMPTING, BUT TRY, ITS A GORILLA,DO U WANT TO LIVE EVERY DAY SICK U CANT MOVE,U HAVE PULL A TRICK JUST TO GET NORMAL,IT SUCKS HUH? WELL YES SOME TIMES I WANT TO RELAPSE, BUT GOD GETS ME THREW LIKE I SAID I HAVE MANY STORIES, BUT I GOT TO GO TO THE CLINIC TOMARROW, COME TALK TO ME,IF I CAN HELP 1 PERSON,ID BE HAPPY LOVE LYNNANN
