Do you think its possible to feel something for someone that for all you kno may not exist? To meet someone you've never met in person and start to have some sort of feelings for them, and even if you did, would they be real and how could you trust your heart that it wouldnt set you up for failure, i met someone and when i first got on here was for the pure intentions of just meeting friends, but its strange because i found myself "needing" to hear his voice and "needing" to kno that he was ok, could i have been lieing to myself the whole time, or had i finally found a guy ive dreamed myself to be with, i dont kno its weird because i started falling for someone because he made me feel the way ive always wanted to feel and he excepted me for what i was and not who i claimed to be, he saw into me and i could open up to him and tell him everything and it was weird how he had that hold on me, but then tonight i find out he was speaking with someone an im glad i found out now while i could still control my heart instead of letting my heart control me, i still care about him and i may always wonder "what if" but now i kno how things have to be and not everything can go your way all the time, god lets you meet people for a reason and it just goes to sho, u dont always get what u want
