MINX aka Lucy Starz i's blog: "justa friend"

i have been sick for years in pain and getting worse a good dr. friend of mine helped my doctor find out what was truely and oddly wrong with me.....i have SHINGLES its very painful and is basicly uncureable at this time and its caused by the same virus that causes chicken pox and i will have chicken pox for life i can have it for a few days to over a month when i flair but i refuse to let this control my life i'm still gonna be the sweet sexy loveable duck i have always been :)if u have any questions plz ask theres also a great website www.shinglesinfo.com :)

i'm gonna be moving to alabama asap if anyone out there wants to buy my place contact me for more info

Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain

looking for my lestat any takers? apply within

i watch friends age change and be heart broken over what others say an think now as any good friend would do i am honest and i give them the best answer i have on the matter ....no matter what it is i'm there ....and i ofter everything i can to help ...wiether its comfort grace praise whatever they need i've seen my friends get married have babies go threw devorices or have a fight with their other friends ....i've always stood at their sides while i've been there for them when it truely came to it i've always been in the shadows never askin for anything . thats just how i am . i am waiting for whatever may come my way .....love lust or death i greet it all with a huge hug and i know i am ready for it all i love the shadow scene anyway so darkness is welcome and i greet it without fear i will always be the friend on the sideline but now its time for me to be found ....