Yes I know some of you remember me having some NSFW pics posted up. When I had them my boyfriend at the time didn't mind them being posted. That bf and I have since broken up and I'm dating someone else. Granted he is not on Fubar and wouldn't see if I still had the pics up on here or not, out of respect for him I have taken them down. If he ever changes his mind or we breakup the pics may return. For those of you who did not see them, you are not missing much. And to the curious, no they were not nudes.
You know that feeling when nothing goes right?
And you just get tired of trying?
Sometimes I think the only reason I don't give up is because I fear what will happen if I do.
If I give up in this life, how much worse will I be making my next one?
Then of course is the wonder if I'm truly wanted....
I know I have some very dear friends and family who want me around
Beyond those dear friends I don't know...
Am I still around because I'm wanted or....
Am I still around simply because I'm there?
Should I keep trying?
I just don't know anymore.
I use to feel treasured.
Now I feel tolerated....
I sit and wonder when that change started to happen
I just can't seem to find the transition...
I sit in the dark searching for that shred of light that will answer my questions.
I sit there without truly believing I'll find that light with the answers I need...
~Kerti
For the past while my oldest ferret Rikku (6 yrs old) has been sick and rapidly declining in health. Yesterday when I got my check cashed I brought her to the local emergency clinic. Her health was too bad for any real hope for her. So last night I lost her.
But I figured I'd post the explanation for my current status of having better weeks.
Okay I have a couple of friends/members of the lounge I lurk in when I'm not sick in contests. Please give them some help. I'm not at my computer enough right now to keep reposting bulletins where I'm not feeling well, so I'm posting this blog instead. So please please spare a few minutes to help these friends of mine out! Many thanks!
~~Kerti
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