There are so many things that i could wish for this holliday seasons, yet i find myself at loss for what i want ....all i have ever wanted is here with me and all i ever needed is beside me , he holds me when i cry and he calms my fears he makes me smile and he makes me laugh, he understands me as no other has, he loves me he has brought me such unwavering joy and such a new delight in life that i often find myself standing in awe of trhis gentle giant that i call my own , somnetimes i watch him sleep and wonder how he could lo0ve someone such as i and how he can know what i need before i myself know i only know that i loveĀ him and couldnt imagine life without him in it....so i say this when asked what i want for christmas....i want to see him with a smile on his face to see the haunted look erased from his eyes to take away allĀ the p-ain he has suffered in his life but most of all i just want to love him.....