Lately youve been in my thoughts.
Youve rented that space in my head
Its like the lease was never up.
My muscle memory came right back
My arm went to hold you last night
My nose tells my brain ur there
I can still smell you
I can still taste you
I still feel your presence
I miss the way ur face scrunches when the sun hits it
I miss they way you say my name
I miss the way you call me by my first and middle name when I've been doin something evil
I miss they way you know how to make me feel when I look like I'm goin to lose it.
I miss they way you know how to make me feel when I'm vulnerable
I love that you know when to leave me be
I miss the way you know me better than I know myself.
You say I make you feel safe
Youre the one that made me feel safe
You leave me, standing in the doorway
Change the glow in my eye to darkness
I'm strong, I get by
Now, I'm safe without you
And who do you think you are to stir up those ghost
You lived inside my skin
I shed my skin
Who are you to try and graph it back
By saying youre sorry
By saying you love me
By saying you need me
I told you all this
You chose not to listen
Too many scars
Scars tell me stories
I have alot
Thought I fucked you away
I can forgive
Because I am no saint
Not even close
But I have trouble forgetting
You said forever was more than just a word.
Like the song stated, but words dont impress me
I dont do sorry so well
