No I am not Suicidal...
But my new profile background is kinda comforting in a way
It shows the desperation and pain of not wanting to face pain head on..
But you have too!
The train IS coming..
but we have a choice to make....
Lie in it and accept the inevitable consequences?
Or get out of the way and choose to feel and deal with pain in a better way?
This week, I had to confront a young woman who I was afraid may become that way.
She's young..indecisive about her life, her loves.... On the breaking point.
Needing intervention. Needing to see a certain finality in her thinking...
Is death all that romantic?
It's a choice she can make..to end it all.
But not a wise one compared to the knowledge that ALL things in this world be it good or bad are just temporary..
She will love again..many times over!
It hurts like hell right now for her...and the so many others who know of the pain of a breakup.
We cant see beyond the moment..you know I understand.
Ive been there, we all have!
Wear your pain right now sweet sista...feel every bit of it.
It's like a death...there are stages...
Its normal to feel...dont deny what you feel but just know this..better days are coming...
Some days you want to lie in front of the tracks...But one day you'll be directing the train..
.so dont give up dont give in..
.you are too beautiful and neccessary in this world to leave it now...
In the meantime...around your pain is another blanket to comfort you...
Its my arms of love... I will be there....any time for any reason...
Ill be there thru the ashes...waiting for the Pheonix to rise again.
And Baby...you will!
All My Love... ~Ragdoll~