My body aches
I'm all choked up
I just want to sleep
Fall into a deep slumber
To forget my pain
Forget my past
To get away from all my memories
Thay haunt me
They always do
Let me forget
Let me sleep it all away
Let me pretend this life was just a dream
One long disasterious, painful, enjoyable dream
Just let me go there
Fall asleep
Let me make my own ending
Write my own past
Where my body, my heart doesn't ache
Let who I am fade away
Let the numbness replace me
The me who hasn't been enough
The me who can't help
The me whose confusion rules
The me who keeps letting myself feel
The me, who keeps letting myself get hurt and who hurts herself
Let sleep be the key
The key to letting go of the rest of me
