Love....sometimes even the most loving people don't realize how in love they are with someone until that person is gone...that person may just be out of site, out of reach...or maybe out of your life forever but whichever is the case, it can happen....funny how you can fight something so hard, you don't even realize what has come over you when it happens...until it starts diminishing...then little by little, you realize just what that person meant to you...it's not that you didn't love them...you just apparently didn't love them enough....or something....guess it just wasn't in the stars. lol Who knows...might not ever know....