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April 1896 As light turns to night everything changed. I walk the cold street alone to a dear friend's house. On my way I felt as though something bad was about to happen. As I reached James' doorstep I felt the feelings worsen. I knew this night would be like no other I went to James; he still lies so sick with no change from the night before. I sat next to his bed As the doctor left the room. I held him as we talked about what we would do when he was better. As he grabbed my hand and held it tight, I felt him slipping away from me. As I looked at the door waiting for the doctor to come back, he looked in to my eyes and said he was sorry for the plans were not going to happen. At that time he passed away and I did not know what to do. But I remember that he wanted me to pray for him. T he doctor came back in, as I was praying over James' body. He announced the time of death was 9p.rn to the nurse. Chapter two I have to plan my lifetime friend's wake. It's so hard I knew forever we were going to grow old together. Now he has gone away, before his time. I remember when I first met him. Him and his mom moved next door to me. He was really shy but my mom and sisters thought he was so cute. All my brother wanted to do is fight with him. I personally thought he was a good, kind person and would be a nice guy to get to know, my mom asked if their family would like to join our family for dinner. That was the first day I met my best friend. We talked for most of the night and found to be a lot alike. Time past so fast when we were around each other. I was so happy to be around him. I really did not have time for my other friends. But I did not even care, they never mad eme this happy. As years past by we went together for a few years. I wish he was still that boy I met so many years ago. But as he became sick he changed so much. This is what made his love fade from his eyes. Now that he was gone, he will never know my love remains for him. Chapter three The day is dark and cold for the sun did not rise. The rain is falling from the sky above. Today is James wake. It finally hits me as I see him lying there. It's so hard for I have to talk about him and his life in front of three hundred people. Most of them knew him. I don't know what to say, but I know I will speak from the heart. "/ knew James for eight years now. He was a warm-hearted person, which showed love to everyone that he knew. With his lifetime he never showed hate to anyone. He went before his time was up, but I know he is watching us wherever he may be. I hope he meets us at the gates when it's our time to go. We say good-bye to this friend, son and brother, we see how great he really was." Chapter Four My days are dark and lonely now; I miss James now more then ever before. His mom is staying with me for a few days. She talks about his bother a lot but I never met him because he lives with his father. She seems to be dealing with James death better then me. I bought his house with my dear friend Sara's help. I don't want his house to be messed with for he is still in my heart. I hope that he is watching over me and understands what I am doing. I don't get why his mom wanted to tell me about his bother William. She wants to bring him here, but not sure if it is a good ideal. Chapter Five James' mom finally talked me to in letting William to come and stay with us, for a few days. It is really time for me to meet the rest of his family. I don't know if I will be able to deal with it very well. I know this is something James would want. His mom did not tell me much about William; I hope we will get along. I mean with him being in my home I would like to get to know him better. Somewhere deep inside of me, I feel like I really do. I do not understand the feeling for I never met him. He is due here anytime and the feelings are getting stronger as the time gets closer. I remember when I first felt this feeling James just came back from the army and I knew he was home and safe. Everything I do seems to remind me of him. Tomorrow I go get William. Chapter Six The time has come and I am on the way to the airport with "Mom", as I now call her. William just landed at the airport. I am looking forward to meeting him. As we neared the Airport Mom told me she had something she really needed to tell me. She said to park for this. She told me that William and James were twins. As we got to the airport I saw how much they were really alike. William and I spent a lot of time talking to each other. As time past. I felt as if he knew me like James did. As dawn came he turned to me and said that he is James, and that it was William who died. I can't believe that James is alive! So how do I know this is the James I fell in love with or if it is just an act??? How do I find out the different I know I was having that feeling for a reason, I can see it in his Eyes. This really is my James. This is mine and only mine do not take Thanks i spent time on thing for me not you
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