I wish my brother wasnt 2 hours away. I miss gettin to hang out with him. I love my sister nlaw to death, and I love when they come in because we always get along, and she is one person who doesnt judge me, no matter what it is I have to say. And my brother, well he likes corrupting me LOL. There is nothin like family.
unless you are married into the friggin chaos I did. so damned tired of bs, ppl not feelin I'm good enough for anything, i'm too fat, i'm too much of a bitch, i have an attitude, I work to much, I play on the computer too much, I dont run after everyone and kiss their ass enough, my bills were late so i'm a horible person, I let my daughter run around with chocolate on her face so i'm a bad mom now. WTF ppl GET OFF MY DAMN BACK. I'm at my breaking point that the other day I found myself thinkin if it wasnt a sin and I'd go to hell for it, I'd blow my own, or someone else's head off. Aint that somethin?
I cant say I've ever been to the edge of insanity like that. Thats exactly it. I'm goin insane. I'm just waitin for someone to push the right button......or wrong button take your damn pick. .... i'm goin to bed, i have a migrane.
