rip daddy 02/01/2016
If I could be a raindrop, there isn't a crevice I wouldn't explore From the moment I landed on your head, I'd adventure to the floor I would never want it to end I would be searching for something more If I could be a raindrop, there isn't an inch of skin I would miss Drizzling past your jade colored eyes, hoping to get lost in your kiss The feelings all come rushing back; you deny them reason to exist If I could be a raindrop, I'd take my time, I wouldn't rush Rolling down your chest, your breasts, your cheeks begin to blush The cool sensation sends shivers down your spine It's this contact you miss so much If I could be a raindrop, I wouldn't allow myself to be shy Trickling down your abdomen, powered by the electricity you supply Making my way below your waist, hoping to be impossible to deny If I could be a raindrop, I would entice you with my touch Streaming down the inside of your thighs, your hands begging for something to clutch What is unknown is that you hold my heart, and it's waiting, anxiously, to be crushed If I could be a teardrop, I'd let go of every ounce of pain I'd let go of every bit of hope; the reality of you isn't possible to obtain.
You can't break me to pieces,
I'm already broken.
You can't make me cry,
I'm already crying.
You can't make me hurt,
I'm already dying.
Through this I know the worst has come,
My nightmare has just begun.
I feel scared and alone with no one around.
I choke on my sobs, but you'll never hear a sound.
I want to be breathless, to feel no more.
I'm already broken, starting at my core.
I'm weak and I'm fragile if you don't already know,
I do my best to make it not show.
I'm broken and shattered, shaking inside.
All I want to do now is run..and forever hide.
Maybe if I'm alone no one could hurt me anymore.
I can live in my own pain and misery,
Maybe he won't even miss me.