There are a lot of things going on....to list one thing i guess the major thing is my work situation. I have apparently found out that my managers, both salon and store, probably made a lot of things up about me and decided that they should tell me that i was doing something to the other girls when in reality i wasnt. i dont understand whether they want me to quit or are trying to make something up to fire me or get me into some sort of trouble. i dont know why they went through that trouble to make that up.
second i guess on some level right now i feel kind of stuck. im not exactly happy where i am right now and i also feel a little looked over. ya know i just kinda feel like a wall. im there, but you really dont seem to care all that much. and the thing is i know on some level that this isnt true. but i just feel somewhat rejected by a few people. not that i am i just dont want that to be true. i dont know i could very well just be overthinking it and everything. but ya i guess people will have time for me later...i hope.
