as i look at my life now . i wonder where do i go now . it seems like my life has took a turn for the better in alot of ways . i have gained so much insight on my life as i look back . i realize that all people were not ment to be together . i laugh at myself at times when i realize that i have made alot of little mistakes . i give thanks to so many people for listening to me and giving me insight on so many things in my life. i wanna thank my cousin , who is my rock and my heart , i wanna thank someone very close to my heart , my friend and someone who is like a mother to me , norm . i wanna give a special ty to sheran who i know i have stressed out alot in the pass few weeks . i want her to know i am sooo very sorry for everything . i have learned that i can be loved and not be in love . i want her to know she has been an inspirtion for me , as i look back at life and all i have done and been though . i have realized that everything i have been though has been a big life lesson to me . my friend called me yesterday and i think that was a sign telling me that i am loved and cared for , hearing her voice helped calm my home sickness i have been having lately . i know the man upstairs has alot to do with everything that has been going on in my life lately . i was sitting at my friends house and i began thinking about alot of things in life . i know i have to let go of alot of things that i hold dear to me . i have to let go of alot of stress and quit stressing people out .
