How do you get up every morning ready to face everything life throws at you when it seems everyday life is knocking you down..Where does the will come from? Life wasnt supposed to be this hard. I remember being told "dont worry once you leave HS everything will be different". Nothing is different. Im still looked down upon by nearly everyone. Even those who call me friend just kick me. I just dont seem to be able to live up to everyones standards. I just cant do it.