What have I become?
I was once innocent and I had fun
Those times seem like a finger snap
Quick, fast, and gone away like a nap
But life afterward isn't easy
Harder than I thought I'll be
Depressions after depressions
I wish these were just fictions
Dealing with people that dislike me everyday
Feeling like I was born to bleed this way
My mind filled with full of doubts
I lay down to find my way outs
Side of me always lead me to suicides
Right or left? Or my both Sides?
All I want in my life is freedom and peace
But I never seem to get or released
Could someone please help me?
I just want to see--
See the world of fun and fantasy
Like I used to - like I used to be
