loosing grip
bye shelly stahl
as she sat in the door way
so unawhere and still
i wlaked up behide her
with intinsions to kill
so much hate deep inside me
from the bullshit in life
i lost control of myslef
and reached for my knife
the closer and closer
i began to get
this tight hold i have on saiatny
begins to slip
not one thought in my head
as i grab her from behind
i started to stab
"what starnge plesers i find"
as the blood splatters
upon the wall
i smack the bitch
as she trys to crawl
the fight she's put up
is a hard one i must say
as i grab her agin
i refuse to let her get away
then as her lims
finaly go week
she looks up with her eyes
and trys to speak
but once agin i am perparied
as i always seem to be
stuffing the rag in her motuh
so efrtlusly
as her hart beats
it's finaly beat
i wipe my knife on her dress
and head back onto the street
then i get to my car
and open the trunk
i run my finger thor my hair
"fuck, the cunt took a chunk"
on my drive back home
i rech in my purese
i grab my cigs
then my new lighter i took
nothing could replace
this adrenalin i feel
her sreams say in my haed
but i still love the thril
place your opions
apon this sick mind
but these thought will soon be in your haed
it's just a matter of time.
