Looking back on the year, it didnt go as well as planed. to start off the year my Jeep got repoed, i lost my job at Old Chicago because some bitch lied about some shit so i got fired, and THAT was just January. I did however start going back to school this year and i met an amazing girl, Karlee. we dated for about 4 months and i thought it was great. I proved to myself that i can handle another girlfriend and that I can take care of a woman. She was a very pretty girl, smart, sexy, fun, and she seemed to know what she wanted in life. I adore her, i still do, but she said she didnt feel "it" anymore and we broke up. i still love her a hell of alot but I want her to be happy so oh well. I hope she finds what shes looking for.
I havent worked in almost 2 months now, i HAVE a job now, but im waiting for my paperwork to clear so i can start. My good friend Justin and I have been hitting the gym pretty hard these last 2 months and ive lost 13 lbs. Justin is a damn good friend and im glad i met him, he REALLY helped me get over Karlee (not that i am 100% yet).
So my goals for 2007 is to finish changing my life around. In early 2007 I hope to have my house finished (or atleast livable!), im going to get down another 45lbs, and i AM going to get a new wrangler. I will be trying out for the Omaha Beef at the end of January so i hope that works out.
Shopping today made me UBER depressed. All those families and couples just made me think about what im missing out on. I REALLY want to have a better life. I want to find just one woman who sweeps me off my feet and we can settle down together. maybe im asking too much at my age, but i see all my friends with girls, some with wifes and kids, all about my age and i think, hmmm maybe i missed the first boat. I think im fairly good looking, and now i know i can handle a girl again, so why not me? I just wish i knew what went wrong between Karlee and me. god i wish i knew. i know i need to improve on my break ups. OH MAN do i need to work on that. well thanks for reading this i guess and i hope i didnt bring you down TOO much!
