Life has really been edgy lately. I have been on an emotional roller-coaster for the past few days and it hasnt been getting any better. I have met someone who treats me far better than what Piers ever did when I was dating him. The guy's name is Tim Bair and he is closer to my age range than anything. His birthday is in july of 82 and makes it even better to be dating someone who is about my age. Plus he takes good care of me too. I have never felt this oddly about anyone before but maybe things are finally coming to an end. Hopefully my search for love is finally over in him. So we are taking things slow and hoping for the best. I am also hoping that my test results come back negative right now on a pregnancy because I dont think that I could handle a pregnancy right now at this time. But time will tell the truth as to what my future holds with baring another child!