Waking up without the feeling of purpose.
Without the feeling of just being..
like a dream you just can't wake up from..
then you wake....
you realize you did in fact lose everything.
you wonder about your friends, your family..
where do you run to?
do you run at all?
you question yourself about everything you once knew...
about who you were....
did it all matter?
did anyone care?
being lost in yourself is like being lost forever..
then you realize....
you were never found...