I just need to voice out a little..please forgive me. But my mind needs to bleed out..For so long I had searched and waited..attempted and gave just to have that one chance of feeling the love I had lingered for for so long.Over 8mths ago I found it..and it was the most breath taking moment in my life. As it grew I became strong..strong enough now I see to love for the both of us.The dream now ended as a nightmare..a hurt that feels like nothing I've ever known. Was it such a waste..how can I be fooled so easily? I had believed every words..and now I wonder was it all just lies? My worth feels like nothing as of now..my dreams crushed and my life spiraling into a eternal chaos. All I have left is the memories..why would anyone want to pretend to love ..is that desire so needed its worth hurting another ..I just don't know if I ever want to try to trust again..Maybe I should just be thankful I was able to have this love even for just a short time...