Have you ever heard the saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder? Well, I discovered it is true. I fell in love with someone who would generally not be considered "gorgeous", and falling in love was something I NEVER EVER thought I would do. But someone broke me and then deserted me. It broke my heart so badly that I have become an entirely different person. It has been a while since the "relationship"(If you could call it that) ended. It was short, and it ended poorly with me outwardly expressing EXTREME insecurity and him not giving a damn. I know that this emotion will never come over me again because the person I fell for was one in a million. They were the only person that could make me tremble just by looking in my eyes. Our first kiss not only took my breath away but made me feel the safest I have ever felt in my life...I would not trade that moment for ANYTHING in the world..(cont.)