anna's blog: "Annas Realm"

You were my love once forgotten Only now do i remember your face. It swims in front of me, Carefully haunting Slowly Killing. You haunt my days, Terrorize my nights. Why can't you just leave me alone? I wish I could run away To the brink of day But you would find me. There is but one way to escape The grasp of your soul Death. But that is your path, The coward's path. I am not you, I am no coward. I tried to tell you, To save you, But you wouldn't listen. That night, The night of your death, You said,"Je t'aime." Then You disappeared Into darkness. I ran to the edge, But it was too late. I watched you fall. I watched you die. I felt your soul embrace me As it started it's journey But then, I felt nothing. Saw nothing. They say love Is what you make it. You made it hell for me. But When I was with you There was no place else I'd rather be. You were the light In my world Of darkness. But even the brightest of lights Are plagued by darkness, Much like my own. But I didn't see it, The darkness in your light. I don't know why. I wish I could've been your light, Your beacon of hope. But now it's too late. Now you're gone And you won't come back. Why? Why did you leave me? Why did you cast my world Into a darkness So whole So complete That no amount of light Will save me? The darkness, It is a toxin. A toxin that Slowly Very slowly Squeezes the life And will to live Out of me. I might see you Sooner than expected, If no one saves me. But of course No one will. ~A.M.