i guess this is one of the hardest things in life. it seems like i lost another one once again...but this time this was the one person that i honestly cared about...his name is josh. and we were together for almost a year. it just hurts to know that this time he is really gone out of my life. hes always stood by my side through thick and thin. it just seems like i lost my all...not sure what to do...its hard to eat. im at loss for sleep and even being around a new guy makes it hard to breathe. i cant even kiss someone with out thinking of him. and what if i sleep with some one...what happens if i say his name that would be so embarassing...im not sure what to do anymore and getting over him is one of the hardest things i have ever had to do
